(Warning, following may harsh your squee if you have one, otherwise, carry on.)
I'm literally this close to tears. I just had a cookie to make myself feel better. (Also this chest congestion that's probably not swine flu isn't helping.)
I'm glad I was kinda spoiled before I saw the episode, so I was able to prepare myself beforehand. I'm just so freakin' upset.
I mean, I was glad when they brought Ellen and Jo back. I liked how Jo looked older, and they somehow made her look a little bit like Sam Ferris. (the Dog seems to know I'm upset, he just jumped on my lap. During the death scene he came and stood between me and the TV, as if to say 'dogs aren't really like that!' Love this pup.)
It's like why the fuck did you bring them back except to be cannon fodder? Ok, I get it, it's supposed to be a war, people die. But after 3 humorous episodes? It's like "ha ha death!" (Like when they killed off Janet in SG-1. Let's make this a very special episode of Stargate in which our characters deal with death!)
But god damn, if Jensen didn't sell it.
I think that's as coherant as I can be right now. Sorry guys.